It was
funny how peoples tried to hid something but I ended up seeing things that
beyond of their own imagination. And
they were have no idea how that I actually living a life that they previously
failed of and yet they still blamed on each other without even wanted to
pointed their own fingers to themselves.
It was
clear as crystal, from where I stand now that everyone was to blame.
And now,
here I was still standing here holding up the roof so it doesn’t have to fall. With all the strength and energy I had left, I
will fight to my last breath because believe me; I couldn’t want to see my own life falling
apart like them. They were my lesson
because I know it can be repeat again if I’m
careless. If you’re careless.
I don’t know if you can see things the way
I do but I’d pray
you will. Because if you didn’t, then you will be always continue
what they had been done. And I, of
course I will be breaking. Maybe not
now, not tomorrow but it will be because I couldn’t fight it anymore. Couldn’t fight it for the rest of my life.
For now, I settled
by telling myself that ‘a
lifetime is a long time but I could do it with you, easily.’
For now, I still with my armor, ready to fight. For me and for you.
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